Merry Christmas! Ho! Ho! Ho!

Wow! What a crazy holiday season this has been. I won't lie, It has been a really tough one. I didn't think it was possible to shed such an abundance of tears without dying of dehydration. When the people you love the most are gone, either by death, distance or choice, it can make the holidays very sad. To say I miss my parents, my sister and Bart is an understatement, but one thing I have learned is how blessed I am for good friends. Thank you to all of you that reached out to me. Your outpouring of love, help and support has lifted me up and pulled me out of a really dark place. I still have my moments, but I now know that even though life can seem unbearable at times, life is beautiful.

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all of you! I have not been on social media much, with the exception of posting a few photos via Instagram, so if I missed something important, I am sorry. I will try to catch up with what is going on after the holidays, but for now, I hope everyone has a holiday season full of love, laughter and friendship! I hope to see you at a race soon! ❤💓

We had a white Christmas!

Zoe loves the snow!

My Beautiful Time With Bart Yasso.

Due to the messages I have received about Bart, I think it is time to set the record straight. It is with a very heavy and a very, very broken heart that I tell you that Bart and I have split. This was not something that either of us wanted to happen. We love and care for each other very much, but living 2,000 miles apart makes it difficult to sustain a relationship and neither of us is in a position to move right now, but we will always be in each other's lives as great friends.

Dating a celebrity like Bart is tricky. When we did see each other he was usually working, which I didn't mind, but it does put pressure where generally there is none. One thing I will miss is spending down time with him at his home in Pennsylvania. I loved it there and will miss it.

While I am deeply hurt and heartbroken by our split, I have nothing but love, respect and admiration for Bart. He has been very, very good and generous to me while we were together. He took me to places I had never been and showed me the best 50th Birthday a girl could ever have and I never felt unloved. I will always be grateful for the beautiful time we had together. I will always love him and be his friend and biggest champion.

I will look back on our relationship fondly. We never fought, we enjoyed each other and we had so much fun together. I already miss him greatly. He is a good man.

Thank you Bart for the most wonderful time together. I will always love you and hope that when our paths cross again, I will have stopped crying and you will still be happy to see me.